*I do not want to leave the house*
*I do not want to leave the house*
....but I committed to taking the girls out this afternoon. We're getting together with some other homeschoolers, and frankly, we've been cooped up in this house too many days in row.
And tonight is yoga night...I haven't been there since before Christmas; it's very much a requirement at this point - for my physical, mental, and emotional well-being. I simply *must* go. Gal's gotta stay bendy after all.
I just hope I don't freeze off anything essential.
Is it spring yet????
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i am blown wide open...
i just now realized that you also were angry enough with me and my hurt feelings to erase me from facebook?
i never expected that...
i saw your comments as fair and contemplative... and i appreciated them...
i understood why youd come to the defense of a friend... and he is lucky to have you as one...
T. and i had a huge miscommunication... i reread my emails and saw how unclear i was... and i now see how he could have taken my emails differently than i had intended... which caused a snowball effect...
but he deletes me before i can apologise???
and you delete me?
for whatever its worth... i am sorry
you have been reading my blogs for years... you know that this kinda stuff doesnt happen to me...
i am no drama queen...
:)
no drama here... ever...
and the one time that i get upset...
you drop me like a bag of frozen potatoes...
i guess i thought you were different... a kindred spirit... one of the ones that knows how hard it can be to be "on" all the time...
and of everyone, i guess i expected you to do exactly what you did...
the voice of reason...
and you tried...
and you succeeded...
your very first comment was all it took...
yet i faught hard to defend my pain... i wanted it to be ok that for once i was hurt... instead of again not letting stuff get to me... always being the one that never lets anything get to her...
but deleteing me from facebook...?
i felt that worse than anything...
i figured you were the type to see the mistake that was made and wait it out... knowing that i would find my way through the fog... and come out the other side saying how right you were...
and you were...
but i came out of the fog...
a couple of days later...
not a month or even a week...
days...
and i was deleted...
...
you obviously thought it through and decided it best to delete me...
...
but at least youll know that i would have never given up so easily on a friendship... even as small and far away as it was...
it still meant something...
:(
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