Insomnia

It's funny....I've never been prone to insomnia before. But now, every once in a while, I find myself tossing and turning, unable to sleep...or when I DO sleep, it's never that good quality, "dead-to-the-world" kind of sleep that I used to have....even when I had a lot on my mind. Actually, I used to sometimes sleep BETTER when I had too much on my mind...it was a good avoidance tactic.

I don't know if it's my age or what, but I am finding myself less and less able to do that these days.

It took me a good long while to fall asleep last night. I had another visit from Jimmy, which prevented me from falling asleep right away, and then after that I tossed and turned for a good long while before finally drifting on.

There's a lot on my mind right now. The main thing that's bothering me, truly, is how much people suck.... and how you often only ever *think* you know someone....